Day 2 of Australia

Day 2 of Australia, a.k.a wedding day!

The set up was beautiful, every single detail was exquisite and nothing short of expectations, except for the rather chilly weather and wet grass cos it rained the night before. 

My uncle really went all out with the booze... There was so much champagne and red and white wine that he gave the leftovers away to the guests because he couldn't bring too many back to sg 

The sparkling champagne was so good

Oops not suitable for young HAHA

I was actually quite disturbed at how they plucked the petals of roses to use them as props for the floor........ :-(

But it was beautiful la can't deny that

Cigars for you?

We had some free time after that so we went to the lavender shop. Don't really like these strong aromatic smells, my sensitive nose can't handle them

Saw these beautiful daisies beside the shop

Drove past a beach and we decided to stop and admire the beautiful view

Wedding dinner at night and it was amazing... I don't have the photos right now but will update when I do so do check this space for updates hehe :-) it was really beautiful and fancy and amazing ugh

My outfit of the night! Failed to put on make up again cos I think I look weird and I don't know how to apply HAHA. Everyone else was dolled up to the extremes. I guess I'm excused cos I'm considered young?

My wedding is gonna be as beautiful as my uncles' one was :-) 

Time of that month again and my heart is aching.

I asked a friend the other day if I'll ever get over you completely, if I'll stop seeing you in places we've been to together, if memories of us will stop popping into my head at random times, if I'll stop checking social media for news of you because it's the only way of knowing what you're up to now, if I'll stop seeing you in my dreams, if I'll stop thinking of what we could be if only I could have changed, if I'll stop repressing these feelings of loss and sorrow that overflow much too easily, if I'll be truly okay, one day.

Sometimes I think I'm okay, and then I fall back to square one again. And every day is a living nightmare, and I just can't fucking wake up.