Weakness

Pardon me for not updating for so long! It's been a pretty hectic week 'cos of the upcoming A Div this coming Monday! I am so freaking pumped up and excited but at the same time nervous and scared as well. Gotta shake this feeling off >:( I pretty much rushed through all of my homework in 2 days as I had fever on Sunday, Monday and Tuesday and was given MC for both days.

Family Day today and it was fucking boring (as expected from AJC). Played volleyball with Gary and captains ball with Queenie, Ziwei, Gary, Xuerui, Trevis and Louis after that. We kinda bullied the other team, shouting stuff like "VOLLEYBALL TEAM WHOO" and "AJ ACE ACE ACE". Damn fucking hao lian right?! Hahaha we won them by X-0, lost count of the number of points we gained

Queenie 

Ziwei > Queenie > Xuerui > Trevis > ME > Gary

Y'know that feeling when everything, be it old feelings, memories, even things you thought you've forgotten about comes rushing back in a split second? And for that split second, everything just comes crumbling down. The façade you've been wearing, the barrier you've built around yourself, the self that you portray to others.

Am I really that weak?