Some nights you just want to grab a bottle of whiskey from the cupboard and chug it down at one go and hopefully drown all your sorrows away, to make the pain in your heart disappear and whisk you away into oblivion.

Tonight is one of those nights. 

It's funny to think that other people can cause you so much misery. After all, why should we let a person's actions determine how we feel? But sadly we're just wired this way, to love certain people, and of course to get hurt by them. 

I used to live by the quote "forgive and forget" but all of it changed. Why should we forgive those who hurt us? Why should we forgive those who never once spared a thought about how we would feel because of their actions? They never stopped to think, "hey, maybe this will hurt her more than I think it will". Why should we forgive people like that? 

They don't deserve forgiveness. That's why I'll never forgive you, no matter what you do. Never.