Surface

Haven't been writing much on this space because I find it so hard to put into words what I really want to say. Posting pictures seem like an easier alternative to talk about what's going on in my life lately

But as I was browsing through YouTube today I was reminded (again) how people never seem to understand that whatever people show may not be how things really are. Anthony and Kalel broke up (a famous YouTube couple) and I was really sad cos they were really cute together and he actually proposed to her a while go or something. And in the video where they talked about their break up they mentioned how things are not what they always seem to be, which brings me to my point today.

I'm taking so many photos to document my life, and a friend asked me "why you keep taking photos sia" and deep down I knew the answer: to show people that I actually have a life and all. That I'm okay

But deep down sometimes I feel like things are never gonna get better. Which is really annoying because I hate this negative and pessimistic side of me. I hate it so much but sometimes the feeling just creeps in and takes over my soul or something

On a brighter note I am feeling happier right now, maybe cos it's the holidays or whatever but I feel more content. Hopefully this lasts

Finally went to see the sinseh yesterday. Sprained my middle finger more than a month back and it still hurts so I finally went to get it checked haha

Watched Rise of the Legend and it was a fucking good movie despite it being in Chinese. Love everything about it except the damn sad parts where I felt like crying

Impromptu decision to head down to town! Had dinner at Hard Rock Cafe

 

I really hate people who take photographs from below. Why don't they understand it's fucking ugly?! 

Sadly all the photographers who helped us yesterday took photos from below wtf

Christmas is coming, and I'm kind of excited even though I have no plans yet haha