Love yourself so no one has to

There's this theory that if you try to imagine how you'd feel if something happens, you'll feel much less when it actually happens as you're sorta cushioning yourself for the blow later. For example, I imagine myself failing a test and prepping myself for the potential consequences would probably cushion the impact of actually failing the test (if I really do fail it) later.

But why is it that it always feels worse than you imagined it would be? 

I'm not talking about failing a test by the way. But yeah, this feeling sucks. 

I don't know if it was the right decision or not. I tend to make wrong decisions all the time in my life that I'm really scared of making choices right now. But I made that choice with your feelings in mind. I hope you understand that. 

Maybe it's time for me to start learning how to love myself, even if it's just a little. I'm so tired.

The person who invented the concept of turning back time must have been a very cruel person. Turning back time is such a wonderful yet unattainable concept, it doesn't do anything except fuel our ridiculous desires and in turn, stupidity.

Maybe it isn't even a concept. Maybe it's just human nature for us to think about it.