"The fact that your life can change in the blink of an eye; the misunderstanding of a phrase; the kissing of someone you shouldn't. The pain of wanting something you simply can't have.
Wanting something so much that you make yourself and everyone around you miserable because you can't have it. It was madness, but we all did it. There was this film I saw once that encapsulated the madness quite neatly. It was a shite film, but I remember one of the main characters saying something like, 'Why do people love those who are not in love with them? Is that not madness? Does a man go to the airport to pick up his brother when he has no brother?' It was madness, but we all still did it. Even when I could see the hopelessness, when I knew there was no chance whatsoever of getting what I wanted, I craved things, made myself sick over things. Even when I knew, no matter what I did, I couldn't have that thing."
Why do people love those who are not in love with them?
I went to eat KFC for lunch with my mom and my sister today. There were very limited spaces 'cos it was lunch hour so we had to sit near the rubbish area. Unluckily for us, we saw 2 nymphs in total and both of them were crawling on the wall beside us... It totally ruined my appetite. The cleaner (mind you, she was a girl) didn't seem to be bothered by them though. She simply used a tissue and squished it without a word.
First Pizza Hut, and now KFC. What's next, McDonald's?
Channy, I really miss your smile and your laughter. :( I read your blog and it seems so... sad. Cheer up, we will always be there for you. I love you.
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