Flashbacks

Today, I walked past the place where you surprised me with roses because I was angry with you. And I remembered trying to stay angry but I couldn't, and before I knew it I was crying because I was so touched by your gesture.

It's simply one of the many fond memories I have with you. And I am so damned afraid of forgetting them.

I remember telling you that I was afraid of forgetting certain memories of us together because we were together for pretty long, and to my surprise you said, "Isn't it better to forget?". I never once thought that forgetting our memories, nor you, would be better. Being together with you was one of the best times of my life and I don't wish to ever forget it.

Of course, sometimes I wish I could forget. Then I wouldn't feel so much pain when I think of you. But I was happy, and I don't wish to forget how happy you were able to make me feel.