Happy times

Time for much awaited photos!!! I think I changed quite a bit, I used to whip my phone out whenever I had the chance to take photos on occasions but now I'm like too lazy and can't be bothered much. Partly is because I can't really stand how I look on most days HAHAHA but sometimes it's the memories and experience that counts rather than taking an actual physical representation of it. Most of the times pictures fail to capture everything anyway

Christmas celebration (my only Christmas celebration)! Had steamboat at Chiawee's place and had a gift exchange session with the JC peeps. Sometimes I imagine what it would be like to have you around on such occasions, whether I am the one who caused you to miss out on such gatherings, and I really, really feel bad about how things came to be...

David's 21st birthday! Thank god Tien drove cos it was all the way at Changi wtf. Stepped in the chalet and David was already flushed with alcohol, and the 3 of us just hid in the room and made the bed our territory HAHAHA. It was good catching up with PHS friends :-)

Met the girls for Korean food!!! Our meet ups are so infrequent now as compared to last time in sec school where we would meet literally every day except sunday but I love how we can still talk about everything and nothing. You guys will always be my closest bunch

New Year staycation at Wanderlust Hotel! I was quite bummed cos I didn't get the blue room I booked for, apparently you have to request for the specific room if you want that particular coloured room :-( wtf. And I don't really like orange so HAHAHA but okay la I embraced it. We were supposed to meet up w a few friends that night but Martyn suddenly had a random headache so he just died in bed and at 12 midnight I was like HAPPY NEW YEAR and he woke up and was like omg it's 12 already??? LOL quite underwhelming but I'm nice and understanding so :-) :-)

Jayden's 22nd!!! I was fucking hyped cos it was my first ever yacht party HAHAHA but wtf it rained the whole day!! It got really bad at one point so we couldn't do anything but drink and play games but YQ Max and I kinda hid in the cabin and talked about some really fucked up shit instead. It was fun nonetheless HAHAHA but at the end (like when we had 15 mins left) everyone just yolo and jumped into the sea. I got pushed in and I swear I thought I was gonna drown cos I couldn't feel the bottom HAHAHA. It was really fun though, but Jayden's unicorn float floated away into the great beyond

Random pic of my dog. SO CUTE I LOVE U

CNY ootd because everyone posted... Didn't go visiting this year like wtf right I just had diner w both maternal and paternal side. I'm sad that people can get like 1k from red packets but I barely have $100 from other relatives HAHAHA ok I shouldn't be calculative BUT IT'S TRUE WHAT

Last day of CNY at Kerk's place! The last time we met up like this was during my 20th birthday :') Really missed you guys! Had such a fun time just gambling and drinking w this bunch. Gambling was no joke tho my heart keep pounding while playing in between cos I always get the same card cb then once I just paid like 20 to the pot HAHAHA THEN AFTER THAT NIC GOT THE SAME CARD ALSO AND HE HAD TO PAY 42 COS HE BET THE POT wah really heart pain and no go but it was funny at the same time :') But really, thank you guys for the unfiltered and heartfelt conversations, y'all are really one of the realest bunch I know.

That's it for today time to read philosophy :'( Really damn hard wtf I don't get shit

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People change... and that's okay. I guess I changed too. Perhaps you're no longer the boy I fell for, maybe you still are but I just don't know you anymore, regardless, it's okay because I guess it really doesn't matter anymore. I just hope you're happy. Some people walk into your life for a reason, thank you for helping me love again even though you're no longer in my life.