Happy 25th

I turn 25 today! I’ve lived for more than a quarter of my life and it still feels like a long way to go until I can say I’ve truly lived.

It’s kinda sad, but I’m really not at peace with where I am right now. I don’t find my work fulfilling and I guess that’s the main bulk of it all. I don’t know what I want to be, what I want to do in the future, I don’t know what career path I should take - what I like doing strays from what I’m good at, and because of that I’m really scared to take the leap of faith to pursue this path. I’ve been lost since I graduated, I just can’t seem to bring myself to forge a path on my own.

With regards to my mental health, I guess it’s better somewhat. At least I’m working out now and trying to get into a better shape (but it’s not really working HAHAHA). I’m still working on my insecurities and trying not to have too many expectations, from others as well as myself, and to not beat myself up when I don’t meet them.

I really need to stop being so hard on myself??? Today is supposed to be a good day but I’m not really feeling it. But I am so so grateful to those who have stuck by me for so long :-) I promise to be more appreciative.