Hey hey hey! I’m not doing that well. And the worst part is I’m embarrassed to even talk to anyone about it because I just feel like a broken record and nobody likes negative friends.

But I’m really not doing that well. Hahaha it just hurts and I really just can’t seem to love myself??? Like I really feel like there’s nothing redeeming about me and I’m just nothing.

I wanna lie down and sleep without dreaming... just to not have all these thoughts yknow? I just want my mind to be silent and for my heart to stop aching.