I guess I was trying to find some familiarity when I felt so lost. I had hoped to find some comfort in your voice, and I did, although it was not as much as before.

I hope that one day I’ll be able to find someone who will accept me for all that I am, and all that I am not, just like you did with me. Perhaps my greatest loss in life was you, for I felt that you really understood my soul, and I was not a great lover, and for someone to see so much more in me was and is simply endearing.

Thank you for giving me hope that I am still lovable the way I am. Until today, I still regret I couldn’t make things work between us, but I really do have a lot of issues I need to face on my own. And you deserve so much more too.